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Keep Waiting
Monday, August 18, 2008
11:07 PM
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Keep Waiting -MEki Hey there, stranger Do you feel the emptiness? the clouds rumble on as you mutter on with frustrations, you regress. Keep your head screwed on Don't you wander off I'll be the eye to watch you here So you don't suffocate in the night out late I'll be the angel who'll keep you safe I will be here, I'll shed a tear When your whole world disappears I will be, I'll be here Baby, I'll keep waiting I'll be the sun, I'll keep you warm I'll be the knight out in the dark I will be, I'll be here Baby, I'll keep waiting (unfinished/Scrap) 
Rendezvous at 6
Friday, August 15, 2008
11:15 PM
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Day 68 Dear No one,  So Kel and I arrived late at GH since both of our classes started late and henceforth, ended late. *Phooey!* Our friends were already there waiting for us: Jonathan, Arnold, and Johnson. It’s nice to see these old buffoons again. It’s been weeks. The feeling was masked, but I can’t say I haven’t missed them a tad bit. In case you’re wondering what’s with the meet-up, here’s pretty much the rundown of things: Johnson promised he’d treat us to dinner. And true to his words, he did. 
Resident funny guy. The backbone of good times. Loves Family Guy. Easily interested in new game releases, and is just as easily displeased with them. The last time I checked, his room had a stench unrecognizable by the human nose.
 Jonathan aka Xenojin aka Otan (coined by me). Master hacker and program analyst. Claims he knows how to cook (I have yet to attest to that!). Owns a multitude of animé DVDs. Frequents Hong Kong trips. An artiste. Has a dream weaver hung over his bed.
(for the one who doesn't give a $#!T) Hero of the Show -Meki You hurt way too many people Made them cry, don't know why but you don't even care at all What you did was uncalled for But know that when the tears run dry I won't be there to see you when you fall Karma goes back down to you Life keeps pulling in you're hollowed to your soul Whatever you keep taking in will strip you to the core Think you're a superstar the hero of the show Just know that when the lights go out You're walking home alone. You take way too many chances Paved no way, I had no say on the risks and circumstances You fake a smile on your way through Gave a wave fans, they waved but do they even know the man behind the name? Save your speech to some old, graying geezer, playing tease and don't make a scene where they'll see you cry Just come to realize, you know that
About a Father
Sunday, August 10, 2008
8:05 PM
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Until about seven years ago I was Daddy's little girl and he was Superman personified. He was the only man in my life and everything was okay. He knew everything about me. He even knew I wrote songs so when I was in the fifth grade, he hired an organ instructor for my brother and I. -March 29, 2007 (Read the rest of the entry here) Cloudy weather Day 62 Dear No one, The breakdown of things: I loved my Dad. I practically patronized him growing up! You could say I even resented Mommy back then because I was all about him. But by the time I found out everything he's been telling me were half truths and whole lies, it was too late. Mom's passed away and I didn't even get the chance to properly say goodbye or patch things up with her. I still hate myself for it. I noticed how extremely nice he's been acting (especially to me) these last couple of days. It's been pulling at my heartstrings and it's almost making me want to forgive and forget every single fault and strain he's put on us all our lives. Almost. But I have to be strong. You see, my father thinks he still knows me. He believes I'm meek and is easily touched at the simplest, thoughtful of things. Okay, that part's still true. Anyway, like I said: I have to be strong. I don't want to be put on the same roller coaster ride of emotions for the nth time again. I'm tired of feeling sorry for myself and crying at wit's end. And I'm tired of all the "I told you so's" from them other people. Why does he always put me on a pedestal? He's already lost my trust and with what little respect I have left for him.. he does realize that I'm going to stand up for myself eventually, right?
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